Sunday, July 31, 2005
love is blind.. do u believe? watever.. NONSENSE TIME AGAIN.. wahaha.. :p
dam sian.. sch reopen tml.. can u believe... HOLIDAY HAD ENDED!! argh... it means.. project again... argh...... n dis time rnd.. our site will be at e' business sch.. sian.. gotta climb tt hill again.. argh.....
watever.. let's c.. is it a pair wrk or? watever.. not excited at all.. gettin sick of sch.. i hate to travel.. argh... dam sian.. how i wish i got e' $$ n buy a car n hire a chauffeur... wahaha... well.. stop dreaming *bishhh*
i miss dear... i miss everione..
feel so loneli suddenli.. i hate to be alone.. i hate darkness.. feel so scared.. so frighten suddenli.. feel like cryin..
i hate dis feelin.. hate tt.. argh!!! :'( how i wish he's beside mi....
well.. i hv to be more independent..
~fernny~
caught a falling star @ 8:47 PM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
it's been dunno how long i blog liao.. wahaha.. :p miss mi? watever..
project is finalli over liao le!!!! sooo happi... hate e' project actualli.. esp someone.. made us change our final layout within.... 3 daes!! wat e'... watever.. it's all over..
hol now.. wahaha.. :p bt it's onli 1 week.. argh!! bt within dis week.. i went to k box twice liao.. sooo chor.. no $$ liao le lar.. muz save $$ liao le!!
alvin n dennis was soo funny.. they act like super star.. e' judges.. watever use mid voice.. now use head voice.. wat e'..
went k lunch wif jazz, rain n juan 2dae.. sooo high.. sooo fun.. esp at e' back!! bth sia.. n can u guys imagine.. each of us pay onli 4.30?? wahaha..... jealous? wahaha.. nonsense.. well.. as usual..
i miss nanny.. seems like he's quite bz dis few daes..
a lot a lot of thgs happened.. i oso dunno how to sae.. soo mani ppl changed.. i hate tt.. it's sad to c my frenz change... stop smokin!!!!!!!!!! ah beng n ah lian realli tt gd to be? R U MAD!!!!!!! I HATE YOU BEHAVING LIKE THAT!!
~fernny~ take care ppl..
caught a falling star @ 8:31 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
all e' unhappi thgs happened so suddenli.. I NEED A BREAK.. seriousli speakin.. i need a break....
zhongjie had left us.. *may god bless him*
tot dear was jokin wif mi.. bt it's true.. though not close wif him.. bt still.. i realli feel sad abt it.. esp wen dear discribe how he left us...... bt after all.. hope he'll rest in peace..
dear is sad.. v v sad.. bt i juz dunno how to console him.. :'(
life.. u'll nv noe wat happened tml.. or even e' next moment..
read e' newspaper 2dae.. seems like ppl die earlier n earlier.. it's all becuz of accident.. u ppl muz die??? i hate e' feeling.. :'(
~fernny~ god bless..
caught a falling star @ 12:29 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005
i'm feelin weaker n weaker.. :'(
it's so difficult to breath now.. feel like dyin.. gastric pain.. chest pain.. everiwhere pain.......
my nose is bleedin.. n it's sooo pain oso.. i realli feel like dyin soon..
seriousli speakin.. i'm scared.. realli realli.. e' feelin is juz diff fr last time.. i'm realli afraid tt i'll leave dis place soon.. v soon......................................................................
i miss dear........... i miss everione suddenli..
caught a falling star @ 2:01 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
i noe u all care.. bt.. bo biam..
i oso wanna slp.. bt.. I CANT!!!
gastric pain.. :'( it's realli hurts.. i realli reali canot take it animore.. :'( HELP ME!!
project project n project.. stop.. i dun wan animore project.. i hate projects..!!! :'(
so mani thgs happened.. i cried n cried n cried.. i cant imagine my tears r like e' runnin water tap.. flow non stop.. argh... watever.. ppl.. i'm alrite.. thanx for bein there ydae.. :p
i miss dear so much.. dunno wen den can meet again.. i'm juz hv to concentrate on my project 1st.. :'( bt watever.. realli appreciate it juz now wen u pei me..
tears flow down wen i'm listenin to e' song.. 'hao xiang ni' i oso dunno wat i wanna do.. feel so helpless now.. :'( realli feel soooo much better after cryin.. lettin everithg out.. n thanx eugene n jazz for lendin ur ears.. :p realli realli appreciate a lot a lot.. i realli feel much better now..
~fernny~
caught a falling star @ 11:45 PM